Today is my birthday. I’m awake early, my mind full of all the things I want to accomplish. Not only today, though my list of plans for this day runs pretty long, but for the year ahead. My birthday, like New Year’s Day, feels like a good day for assessment, and for looking at how to do better.
In this year so far, I’ve read fifty-seven books. That number is way up over previous years; usually, I average about one book a week. The increase, I’m sure, is due to my failing vision. Lately, I need well-rested eyes, the brightest light and sometimes a magnifying glass to be able to read a book. So, I’ve been depending more and more on audible books.
I started listening to a book when I was walking the dogs. Then, I quit turning it off when I got back home. I listen while I prepare my dinner and feed the dogs. Sometimes, I continue listening while I eat. I listen when I’m driving to and from work, and often while I’m working around the house. I started with a subscription to Audible, which, for a small monthly fee, gives me access to a large selection of books at no cost, and the ability to earn credits toward the purchase of other selections. Yesterday, thanks to my daughter’s suggestion, I downloaded the Libby app, which allows me to check out audible books from the library, for free. Books have always been good companions; now, that’s true more than ever!
Since the first of January, I’ve walked two-hundred and thirty miles. I’m still on track to beat my total from last year, but I’ve fallen off in my daily distances lately. Insects, shift changes, old dogs, and general exhaustion all got in the way of my two-miles-a-day plans. Sometimes I’d barely get out of the driveway before swarms of mosquitos would send me running for cover! And there have been days this summer when even a half-mile walk seemed to test my endurance. Now that we’re getting to the end of our busy season, I’m renewing my commitment to get my longer walks in.
I have continued Intermittent Fasting, for well over two years now. It is an eating plan that suits me and my lifestyle…but, after a lot of promise and good weight loss in the first few months, it is not helping me lose weight. Which was my goal. So, I’m still thinking about that, and what changes I need to make. I eat a healthy diet, though heavy on carbohydrates. I’m afraid I’ll eventually have to give up bread and pasta. Not quite yet, though.
Another casualty of this always busy, sometimes hectic summer has been my exercise regimen. I had a good habit of daily exercise. I almost always did some simple yoga stretches, and spent at least ten minutes a day on the trampoline. I’d intersperse that with some weight training, and moves specific to arms, abs or back. Until when? I don’t even know when I fell out of the habit, or what caused it. I know the trampoline has been leaning against the wall, unused, for weeks. Well, today is a good day to recommit to taking better care of myself!
In my life, it seems that messages come to me when I really need them. Years ago, when I was alone in a tiny apartment, broke, lonely and frustrated, I got a letter in the mail. Inside the envelope was a card that said, “Do not be discouraged. You are not forgotten.” Actually, it was a solicitation for a donation, I think for Doctors Without Borders. To me, though, it felt like a gift from the heavens, exactly the encouragement I needed to hear. There have been others, through the years, offering a bit of hope, cheer, or inspiration when I needed it. Today, scrolling through social media, this message came up:
“Today has fresh air you have never smelt and sunrays you have never felt. Today is a chance to restart.”
I’ll accept that as a good message for my birthday!