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About cindyricksgers

I am an artist. I live on an island in northern Lake Michigan, USA. I have two grown daughters, four strong, smart and handsome grandsons and one beautiful, intelligent and charming granddaughter. I live with two spoiled dogs. I love walking in the woods around my home, reading, writing and playing in my studio.

Timeout for Art: Time for Art!


stairway leading to the studio

This week, the stars and planets aligned: work hours, energy levels, inspiration, determination, materials at hand and a willingness to use them, and the cooperation of two often needy dogs all fell into place! On Sunday, Monday and Tuesday, I spent much of  my time in the studio.

I hooked the curtains open, so that the heat could get upstairs, and left them that way. So,when a few minutes – or a few hours – presented itself, I could follow the steps up to the studio. I have plenty of cleaning and organizing to do up there, and spent some time on that. I decided that if I were to wait until that was all done before allowing myself to make art, I would never get to it. So, I balanced my time between several different things. My mother used to call it “running around like a chicken with her head cut off.” It is often my favorite way to work!

I cleared the press of all of the work I had piled on it, as I’d been using it as a work surface. I cleared the drafting table of the mounds of collage papers and scraps that were preventing me from using it as it was intended. I cleaned out one deep desk drawer of everything that had accumulated there in the last ten years. In between times, I worked on art.

I pulled out a stack of small collages that needed to be tweaked. Finished, I dampened each one and stacked them between sheets of waxed paper, then weighted them down with a pile of short shelves, so that they would dry flat. I matted a few others, and measured them for frames. I started six new collages based on a dream (that left me with the suggestion that I should use the color red as a neutral). I set up the mat cutter and cut backer board down to size for collagraph plates. And I started six new plates!

It was a good, productive time, and has made me feel anxious to get back into the studio!




This large collage needs some finishing touches, but it’s getting there.


New collagraph plates, in progress.





Two Dogs

In my too-quiet house,

the inevitable shock

of two dogs barking.


Nothing to Say

When the expected

day comes, with nothing to say,

one haiku…or two.


The 52 Lists (for Happiness) Project #12



List the people that make you feel happy:

  • My daughter, Kate. I pick up the phone these days with a little trepidation. Often, it’s someone with a great cause, hoping for a charitable contribution. Frequently, it is someone wanting support for a political party, or answers to survey questions. Sometimes, it’s a bill collector. I don’t have “caller ID.” When my “Hello” is answered with Kate’s sweet, “Hi, Mom,” my heart soars. Whether she’s having a good day or not, a conversation with Kate will always be interesting and fun. She’ll enlighten me as to all the current news about my grandchildren, my other daughter, and other family and “ex” family that she knows I care about. She never fails to make me laugh. Visits in-person are rare treasures, but every bit as enjoyable.
  • My daughter, Jen. She and I are on conflicting schedules lately. I don’t talk to her as regularly as I do Kate, but it makes me happy whenever we are able to have a chat.
  • My grandchildren make me happy.
  • My sister, Brenda, makes me happy,
  • and so do my other sisters: Cheryl, Robin and Amy.
  • My brother, Ted, makes me happy. Last week, I received a letter from him. He signed off with “Your brother, Ted.” I’ve been smiling about that all week. As if I’d have otherwise thought the letter – filled with family news and remembrances – was from some stranger named Ted that I never met…if he hadn’t been clear.
  • My new neighbors make me happy. They embrace this Beaver Island life with eagerness and joy. They don’t question my hermit-like ways. They kindly put up with my barking dogs, who feel it’s a personal affront if the neighbors so much as walk out into their very own yard. They remind me, with their enthusiasm, of all the special things about this island, and of the reasons why I came here to begin with.
  • My best friend, Linda, makes me happy. We have been plotting, commiserating, giggling and sharing secrets together since we were eleven years old. I hope it never ends!
  • All friends, old and new, make me happy. Some I met all the way back in grade school: Joan, Kate and Mary come to mind. Some go back to high school: Lynne, Deb, and others that I’ve re-connected with through social media. Many, I know through my family or my life here on Beaver Island. Some friends I have not met in person, but have gotten to know through their blogs: Sara, Lisa, Kathy, Pam, Joss, Linda, Susan, Nat and Nancy. Others I know through my work, or other jobs I’ve had over the years. Some friends I keep in touch with regularly; others not so much. Still, I can say without a doubt that thoughts and memories of them, if not a written or verbal exchange, always makes me feel happy.

In the Studio…


IMG_2611                                               The outside of the studio door

Last week, just because a combination of outside events happened right around the days I normally have off, I ended up with an unprecedented five days in a row without having to go in to work. It’s going to wreak further havoc with my already struggling winter’s budget…but that’s another story. Unfortunately, I spent most of that time in bed, with a rumbling belly, chills, and a headache that would not go away.

The one day I felt well enough to be up and about, I attended the funeral of a dear old friend; the next day – when I was well enough to go to work – the business was closed so that the guys could wax the floors. I took a portion of that day to get back into the studio.

I sorted through collage materials, and discarded a whole mound of papers and other detritus that was taking up space in the studio…and in my mind. I stowed several things that have held center stage, though I have no intention of working on them in the near future. Finally, I finished the two large collage-paintings that have held my attention for the last several weeks.

These are clearly companion pieces, two more in a series that I’ve been working on for the last five or six years. I have a longer explanation for the motivation behind them, but – in a nutshell – they speak to the everyday moments that make up a life. Taken as a whole, it’s easy to say, “that was a horrible year” or “that was a really dark time.” When we pay attention to the smaller increments of time, though, there is always beauty…joy…something to marvel at.

These pieces can stand on their own, but complement each other. At the moment, I have them standing vertically (not their intended orientation) and close beside each other, like a diptych…and I like them this way.


vertically, as a diptych…


Just Say Something



Painfully shy, and uncomfortable in groups, I hardly spoke in public until I was twenty-five years old. Almost every sentence spoken aloud was preceded by long, silent rehearsals in my mind: what the words would be; where the emphasis would lie; and what expression would best compliment the declaration. Imaginary conversations still go on in my head, long before – or often in place of – actual exchanges.

Though I have found my voice, I think the many years of silently telling stories in my mind – to entertain, defend myself, or support an idea or a position – gave me an advantage, when it comes to writing. Most days, I can talk about almost anything. Give me a writing prompt, I’ll give you five hundred words. On days when I can think of nothing to write about, often just putting up a photograph, or typing in any first sentence will be enough to get me rambling along in one-way conversation.

When I held a township position related to that cause, I wrote regular installments on the control of invasive species. I wrote bi-monthly stories for the  Beaver Beacon for a couple years before I became the it’s owner. Then, for the next three years, I was the primary writer for that news-magazine. I have been writing this blog for more than six years. One of those years – 2016 – I wrote every single day. It seems I will never run out of words.

Though my blog has just under two thousand “followers,” they clearly do not all read everything I write. Usually, when I publish a piece on WordPress, fifty to one hundred people read it, before I publish another. That includes friends and family that see the link on social media, and others that see the link on “Beaver Island News on the Net.”

Two years ago, in the middle of my “writing every day” escapade, I started reading and recording my blog posts for our local radio station. Called “Island Reflections,” the bits play three times a day, five days a week. I don’t know how many people tune in to WVBI (the Voice of Beaver Island), but I have to guess that it is quite an expansion on my readership.

I may be confidant that I won’t run out of words; I’m starting to worry, though, that I may run out of stories. Lately, I’ve encountered a lot of evidence to that fact. Talking long distance on the telephone, I’ll start to tell someone about the weather, or a recent occurrence here, or a project I’m working on in the studio. “Oh, I know all about it,” I’ll hear, “I read your blog!” In conversation here, I’ll try to contribute a personal anecdote only to be interrupted with, “I heard you tell about that on the radio.” I started to mention a family member the other day only to be countered with, “Oh, your Grandpa Ted, yes, you wrote all about him.”


The 52 Lists (for Happiness) Project #11



List the things that made you happy as a child:

  • Books! They were my favorite gift, my greatest treasure. I loved books even before I could read. I loved the colors, the feel of their spines as they stood in the bookcase, and the promise of a treasure inside.
  • Make-believe. Whether it was playing house, playing school or playing church, make-believe was a common activity in our large family. If company were coming, we’d plot in advance what the game would be. Lots of young children? We’d plan to play school, as we’d have lots of students to boss around. If Uncle Al and Aunt Mary Lou were going to visit, we could play house, as there would finally be boys (beyond our one uncooperative brother) to be the husbands that we could send off to work. When we had candy wafers to be the communion hosts, playing church was always the order of the day. As we got older, we played make-believe through our Barbie dolls. We created elaborate apartments out of the shelves in our upstairs bedrooms,  took lots of time-outs for costume changes, and let the dolls be the characters in whatever action we designed.
  • Sunshine. I’ve always been buoyed up by a bright sky.
  • Gleaning. I wouldn’t have known – as a child – to call it by that name, but I enjoyed picking berries, or picking peas, or even catching pan fish that could make a small meal.
  • Bicycle riding. I was old – maybe nine or ten – before I learned to ride a bicycle, but I really loved it. I’d go around and around the house, front yard to back, for hours it seems.
  • Christmas season. Our house always seemed calmer somehow, when it was decorated for the holidays. The light was softer, the rooms were cleaner, and all of us were making a huge effort to be on our best behavior. Anticipation was high, and so were my spirits.
  • Vacation. Always on Beaver Island; always in August; always special.

This Tail-End of Winter



Six days into March, we are seeing signs of the winter’s end here on Beaver Island. There’s still plenty of snow along the Fox Lake Road, which is in the woods, in the middle of this island. Still, the trees all have a ring of bare earth around them, where the snow has melted away. My back yard is clear past the wild cherry tree, and much of the ice has melted from the driveway.

Closer to the big lake that surrounds us, in those places where the sun, when it shines, can more easily reach, everything melts faster. In the downtown areas, where paved roads help the process, the snow is nearly gone. This is still winter, though.

At the hardware store, we brought the snow blowers – usually on display and for sale all winter – back down to the basement. I didn’t push them all the way to the back corner where we store them through the summer, though. I suspect we may want them back upstairs before the seasons change. Often, when spring promises to come early, with melting snow and warmer days, winter smiles and gives us a foot of snow on April Fool’s Day.

Two “ice-breakers” came through last week, to break up the ice in our harbor, so that the tug boat pulling the barge loaded with fuel could get in. That barge had been locked into the ice in Michigan’s upper peninsula since late last fall. Guys with ice drills and chain saws have been out working every day, to help them get all the way in to the dock. Even now, a week into March, that ice is thick.

I walked the dogs last evening down a snow-covered trail. Someone had tried to pull in with a car, which drew my interest. Though the trail goes a half-mile into the woods, it is actually a private drive, and I didn’t think any of the owners were here. The car tracks stopped a short way in, leaving ridges more than 12 inches deep. Boot prints in the snow suggested that the explorers continued on foot, in and then back out again.

Rosa Parks had been left at home on Sunday, so yesterday she was eager to show me she was up for a walk, too. Darla wagged her tail and watched as I put on boots and coat; Rosa Parks went right to the door to wait. She had no intention of being left behind again!

My big dog, Darla, loves a walk, and is a calm and steady companion. Her ears flap up and down like bird’s wings, in time to her footsteps. She keeps me in sight as we walk down the road and – while investigating the sights and smells – never strays too far from where I am.

Rosa Parks is often indecisive about the walk. She’ll pause at the end of the driveway, thinking. No matter how much I call, and coax, and beg, she will not come with us. Sometimes she turns, then, and goes back to wait on the porch. Other days, I’ll look back to see that she has ventured out onto the road, though she is making no effort to catch up with us. Then, we have to turn around and go back…in fear that a car would come along while I am far ahead. That behavior is what caused her to be left inside on Sunday.

When the little dog is in the mood for a good walk, she’s a joy to have along. She was in the spirit yesterday. She beat us to the door, and then she beat us to the end of the driveway. “What’s keeping you?” her gaze seemed to ask, as she looked back at us, tail wagging. All the way down the snowy drive, Rosa Parks zipped from one smell to another. She bounded ahead, then circled back to see what Darla was doing. She’d glance my way, then run off again with a grin, and a wag of her tail.

Though the sun – just above the treetops on the horizon – was bright, the day was cold. The surface of the snow was firm, so that I walked on top of it, rather than sinking in, yet it was not icy. It was an easy walk, and a good one, on a beautiful, cold winter day. I think I paid more attention, and was more appreciative of the season, knowing it is nearly at its end.