“Doesn’t everything die at last, and too soon? Tell me, what is it you plan to do with your one and precious life?”
2012. I’m expecting big changes this year.
I’ve had quite a few ideas swimming around in my head…things I’d like to do or see or be a part of. I’ve entertained these thoughts without judgment and without action. I know it’s too soon after major life trauma to do anything drastic. But I’ve been entertaining some pretty monumental thoughts.
Life is short. That fact has come crystal clear to me in the last several months. In less than two years, I’ve lost two siblings. My brother, David, was ten years younger than me. My sister, Sheila, was four years younger. My mother, almost exactly twenty years older than me and so generally healthy that we fully expected to have her around ’til age 100, died last August. If I am more fortunate than my brother and sister, and avoid premature death…if I live as long as my mother did (though I daresay she took much better care of herself than I did for much of my life so far)…I have about 7000 days left. On top of all that, this is the year I will turn 60. So, as Mary Oliver suggests, I’m thinking of what I want to do with my life. Perhaps that means a change in location or lifestyle or livelihood. Maybe it will just be a greater awareness of and appreciation for my life as it is: a change in perception. Either way, there will be changes.
I’m also planning for small changes this year.
My little dog, Rosa Parks, and I are both going to lose some weight.
I have several variations of my usual collages, paintings and collagraphs underway, and have plans for a series of charcoal drawings.
I intend to learn how to download photos, to improve this blog and so that I can showcase my artwork.
I plan to continue my writing practice. I will also write letters and notes of appreciation regularly.
I am going to organize my time so that I can accomplish what I want to in any given week.
Finally, I am going to live with intention rather than out of habit.
HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!